I cannot say goodbye for it is a word that
I detest the rest is said when I look at your
face and can see the tears falling.
How can I say goodbye to a love a friendship
a meaningful relationship that took me a millennia
to improve and prosper.
How can I say goodbye to you when I love you so much
drives me crazy to know that you will leave me soon?
Remembering those lazy days when you and I lay under the
apple tree and playsultry games with our lips entwined in a
passionate kiss. And those blissful moments the melancholy
moments, I don't want it to fade to a meaningless space.
How can I say goodbye when there is so much for us to gain
how can I let you go and keep my dreams alive?
Why should I say goodbye when you still need me and all I want
to do is hold you closer and never let you go.
Never will I say goodbye for it says I will not see you again I would
rather say see you later because I know in my heart goodbye
is forever.
Copyright 2008 Belinda Diane Willis
Friday, March 28, 2008
Intoxicated
Drunken thoughts of euphoria
no understanding and less of a meaning
casting out slanderous speech, really
don't know what it all means.
Anger suppressed and transgressed emotions
coming from a drink from a bottle, figuring you
have nothing else to live for
finding comfort and solitude from
the color of the sustenance. Dying loves
a treasure trove of darkened and
hurt filled images of painful past and
present, solace for this from a swallow
or two.
And here you fine you peace of mind
out of your mind and out of sight.
Purest state of delusion is when one is so
intoxicated.
Copyright 2008 Belinda Diane Willis
no understanding and less of a meaning
casting out slanderous speech, really
don't know what it all means.
Anger suppressed and transgressed emotions
coming from a drink from a bottle, figuring you
have nothing else to live for
finding comfort and solitude from
the color of the sustenance. Dying loves
a treasure trove of darkened and
hurt filled images of painful past and
present, solace for this from a swallow
or two.
And here you fine you peace of mind
out of your mind and out of sight.
Purest state of delusion is when one is so
intoxicated.
Copyright 2008 Belinda Diane Willis
Sanctuary of Solitude
In this sacred place lies peace and solitude
Never any turmoil quietness is limitless
meagre times of solitude and endless space
here is where I belong where countless hours
do go by. Keeping in tuned with my own idleness,
letting go of the time that the day has possessed
and counting the nightly hours as the clock ticks on.
Remembering nothing and leaving the end all behind.
Copyright 2008 Belinda Diane Willis
Never any turmoil quietness is limitless
meagre times of solitude and endless space
here is where I belong where countless hours
do go by. Keeping in tuned with my own idleness,
letting go of the time that the day has possessed
and counting the nightly hours as the clock ticks on.
Remembering nothing and leaving the end all behind.
Copyright 2008 Belinda Diane Willis
Sustained
Sustained
Everything looked to me so different
but yet things are at a stand still. Looking out
that window sill broken hearts and torn minds
Lost in transition burned and confused what is in
the souls of the lost and hopeless.
Turning to what maybe there answer hoping God
will hear them and relieve them from the pressure.
The pictures of mirror images, laughing and fading
into the backdrop never to be seen again these happy
faces.
And now that once happy glow on that photo of a lively soul
is now gone and out of control.Now what has happened?
They cannot take it anymore.Did they lose it all?
Why?
Can you tell me why did it go this way?
All the hurt and turmoil now has come, sustained in a lifeless
body for nowtill death do us part.
Copyright 2008 Belinda Diane Willis
Everything looked to me so different
but yet things are at a stand still. Looking out
that window sill broken hearts and torn minds
Lost in transition burned and confused what is in
the souls of the lost and hopeless.
Turning to what maybe there answer hoping God
will hear them and relieve them from the pressure.
The pictures of mirror images, laughing and fading
into the backdrop never to be seen again these happy
faces.
And now that once happy glow on that photo of a lively soul
is now gone and out of control.Now what has happened?
They cannot take it anymore.Did they lose it all?
Why?
Can you tell me why did it go this way?
All the hurt and turmoil now has come, sustained in a lifeless
body for nowtill death do us part.
Copyright 2008 Belinda Diane Willis
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
Searching
Flames of fire burn vividly in her heart and angry
emotions strike deep to the core, see sadness catching
the heartless, and his mind wonders from place to place
Searching....
Unraveling lovehearts being torn apart tears of
sadness and insane rage blazes over the once
peaceful home, now bitterness resides there
and took up shelter
Trying to remain strong but weakened by the silence
and no motion
He stairs blank into the abyss
He sees her but nothing to say
Does he love her?
Searching......
Expressionless
Not sure where his heart is at. Been with her all his life
Strife and bitter torment crashes in on his head.
Jealous and envy escaped through his pores see the
resentment, now he acts like a child.
What kind of person is he?
Does he love her?
Searching.......
Hate to see her in so much pain
the games he plays with her mind
is insane. I standby waiting to see
if she needs me or can she stand
alone and rival the dark spells that
try to cast her down.
Strength is one thing to have but loss
of passion kills the soul.
Even the old knows this to be so..
Now she stands alone
Moving without walking
Gliding with out flying
Heart torn but not in vain.
Searching is all that she can do.
Copyright 2008 Belinda Diane Willis
emotions strike deep to the core, see sadness catching
the heartless, and his mind wonders from place to place
Searching....
Unraveling lovehearts being torn apart tears of
sadness and insane rage blazes over the once
peaceful home, now bitterness resides there
and took up shelter
Trying to remain strong but weakened by the silence
and no motion
He stairs blank into the abyss
He sees her but nothing to say
Does he love her?
Searching......
Expressionless
Not sure where his heart is at. Been with her all his life
Strife and bitter torment crashes in on his head.
Jealous and envy escaped through his pores see the
resentment, now he acts like a child.
What kind of person is he?
Does he love her?
Searching.......
Hate to see her in so much pain
the games he plays with her mind
is insane. I standby waiting to see
if she needs me or can she stand
alone and rival the dark spells that
try to cast her down.
Strength is one thing to have but loss
of passion kills the soul.
Even the old knows this to be so..
Now she stands alone
Moving without walking
Gliding with out flying
Heart torn but not in vain.
Searching is all that she can do.
Copyright 2008 Belinda Diane Willis
Wait
In my eyes passion is there
lovingly and somberly I wait for my love
to come to me.
I wait
A day or an hour not sure when my flower will bloom
but since time waits for no man I guess patience
is all that I have in this space.
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