Cascading thoughts
Fills the room
Mindless emotions
Leaving me motionless
In your wake.
Winds blowing
Softness of your touch
Kiss of your lips
Like a mist of water to quench
My parched soul.
My endless heart begs for you
My endless soul calls for you.
BDW ‘08
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
A Letter - A Story
On the table was a letter
It was written on fine stationary
The words were clear and understandable
The words I love you stood out so very boldly.
Surely, this letter lying on this table told me
That his feelings were sincere and true, but
He wrote it because he did not have the heart
To look me in the eye and tell me he was going
Away for a short time.
My heart would have skipped a beat and the tears
Would have fell like they are now, it would have
Been harder for him to leave me once he seen them
Fall. Finally I removed the letter from the table and
Looked at it closely, he wrote it with such finesse and
Care. Not leaving out anything making sure he explained
His case thoroughly how I love how he is so sure about
What he does, but just to think that he is gone sends me in
Turmoil of emotional tirade.
So I try to remember he is coming back
Not sure, on how long he will be gone from me
But my heart is yearning for him and my soul is
Begging to have his arms around me, how can I endure this?
Silence and the empty space? And how do I move on with
Out his loving face to look at every night when I sleep?
It is driving me mad
How can I?
What shall I do?
My heart is tearing apart
I miss you my love, please hurry back for my soul
Is dying without you and the darkness surrounds me
Like a heavy blanket.
I am being smothered
Not being able to breathe
Come back my love for I am dying without you.
Damn, I wish I that I hadn’t read that letter for now
I am truly dying.
It was written on fine stationary
The words were clear and understandable
The words I love you stood out so very boldly.
Surely, this letter lying on this table told me
That his feelings were sincere and true, but
He wrote it because he did not have the heart
To look me in the eye and tell me he was going
Away for a short time.
My heart would have skipped a beat and the tears
Would have fell like they are now, it would have
Been harder for him to leave me once he seen them
Fall. Finally I removed the letter from the table and
Looked at it closely, he wrote it with such finesse and
Care. Not leaving out anything making sure he explained
His case thoroughly how I love how he is so sure about
What he does, but just to think that he is gone sends me in
Turmoil of emotional tirade.
So I try to remember he is coming back
Not sure, on how long he will be gone from me
But my heart is yearning for him and my soul is
Begging to have his arms around me, how can I endure this?
Silence and the empty space? And how do I move on with
Out his loving face to look at every night when I sleep?
It is driving me mad
How can I?
What shall I do?
My heart is tearing apart
I miss you my love, please hurry back for my soul
Is dying without you and the darkness surrounds me
Like a heavy blanket.
I am being smothered
Not being able to breathe
Come back my love for I am dying without you.
Damn, I wish I that I hadn’t read that letter for now
I am truly dying.
Grateful
Playful moments
Pleasurable just to be in peace
The love that I have for you my Father
Is beyond anything imaginable.
Here I have the love
Of family and friends
And there love is so priceless and
Precious to me.
Loving the days as they go by
Praying with thanks to see them each
Day, lying in my bed thanking you once
Again for the peace of this nights peaceful
Slumber.
I thank you for all the things you have done
And the victories that we have won. As
I write to you on precious Father my love
For you flows from my heart.
And I have to say it is nothing but your grace
And mercy that have allowed me to stay.
For me it is nothing but gratefulness for the
Reason I love you so.
Flowing from my heart
My love for you is your victory
For creating me a priceless treasure
A life that belongs to you.
Grateful oh Father for you making me
Grateful for knowing all about you and
Praising you until the sun goes down.
Grateful for the victories that you have won
Never did you forsake me or abandoned me.
I am so grateful
Just to love you.
BDW ‘08
Pleasurable just to be in peace
The love that I have for you my Father
Is beyond anything imaginable.
Here I have the love
Of family and friends
And there love is so priceless and
Precious to me.
Loving the days as they go by
Praying with thanks to see them each
Day, lying in my bed thanking you once
Again for the peace of this nights peaceful
Slumber.
I thank you for all the things you have done
And the victories that we have won. As
I write to you on precious Father my love
For you flows from my heart.
And I have to say it is nothing but your grace
And mercy that have allowed me to stay.
For me it is nothing but gratefulness for the
Reason I love you so.
Flowing from my heart
My love for you is your victory
For creating me a priceless treasure
A life that belongs to you.
Grateful oh Father for you making me
Grateful for knowing all about you and
Praising you until the sun goes down.
Grateful for the victories that you have won
Never did you forsake me or abandoned me.
I am so grateful
Just to love you.
BDW ‘08
Uneasy
Uneasy feelings of the unknown
A place that I dare not look
It haunts me and daunts my waking
Moments, frightens me till fear shows
Its eyes to me.
Tormented moments of frustrations
And desperation, liquidating to a pool
Of nothingness and pain. I see his face
Dark and emotionless he laughs at my
Fears and tastes my moments of uneasiness
And the queasy feelings sickens me and leaves
Me motionless and dead in its wake.
Shadows of the past dances before me
Anguish of painful memories killing me softly
Tears flow down my pale face finally death comes
On swift wings.
May she rest in peace.
BDW ‘08
A place that I dare not look
It haunts me and daunts my waking
Moments, frightens me till fear shows
Its eyes to me.
Tormented moments of frustrations
And desperation, liquidating to a pool
Of nothingness and pain. I see his face
Dark and emotionless he laughs at my
Fears and tastes my moments of uneasiness
And the queasy feelings sickens me and leaves
Me motionless and dead in its wake.
Shadows of the past dances before me
Anguish of painful memories killing me softly
Tears flow down my pale face finally death comes
On swift wings.
May she rest in peace.
BDW ‘08
What can I do
What do I need more than anything you could give?
What could I do just to take one moment of time just
To make love to you until you would not want to leave.
Do my eyes intrigue you?
Do my lips mesmerize you?
How much do you want me oh dearest love?
When will you take the time just to lay in my silken
Haven and drink the passions of blissful surrender.
Did you forget how it felt?
Just to be in my arms at night, to see my eyes
Twinkle and shimmer in the moonlit moment, to embellish
The time and waking moments in the night when you
Wanted to make love to me and have nothing more.
What can I do to make you want me even more?
What could I do just to make you mine?
What should I do just to make love to you?
What can I do just to be with you.
BDW ‘08
What could I do just to take one moment of time just
To make love to you until you would not want to leave.
Do my eyes intrigue you?
Do my lips mesmerize you?
How much do you want me oh dearest love?
When will you take the time just to lay in my silken
Haven and drink the passions of blissful surrender.
Did you forget how it felt?
Just to be in my arms at night, to see my eyes
Twinkle and shimmer in the moonlit moment, to embellish
The time and waking moments in the night when you
Wanted to make love to me and have nothing more.
What can I do to make you want me even more?
What could I do just to make you mine?
What should I do just to make love to you?
What can I do just to be with you.
BDW ‘08
Friday, June 20, 2008
Inside of you
Touch my soul
Embrace my body
Live in my mind
And love me true.
Remember my words
Remember my thoughts
Remember my heart
Beating only for you.
Treasure us
Treasure the moments
Live for today
For I will never
leave your side.
BDW ‘08
Embrace my body
Live in my mind
And love me true.
Remember my words
Remember my thoughts
Remember my heart
Beating only for you.
Treasure us
Treasure the moments
Live for today
For I will never
leave your side.
BDW ‘08
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