Monday, April 28, 2008

Death Touch

The windows rattled and the darken shadows
reveal a since of death in theair its eerie presence the cold
and stillness of the fear ridden abyss. Her hand glides in the dark
and touches my shoulder she has a deathly grip on mys
enses my vision plays horrific tricks to me and the fear dances
down my blood curled spine.

Her eyes glow like that of a crimson
candle she speaks to me in a hushed tone
and the stillness of her voice so cold the
silence resembled that of a icy block
she moves closer and in touching distances
he place her cold lips next to me ear and
whispers I come for you I tasted your life’s
blood now I want your soul you have always
belonged to me and now I claim you in the name
of my dark lord.

My body started to chill all over felt as if death truly
has taken me over my body stiffens at her words she reaches
for my heart and turns it cold I fall to the floor and watch her kiss
my cold red lipsand suck out the last remains of life frommy body.
She stands and grabs for my heart and rips it from my chest and
takes a bite from it and swallows it whole she then vanishes
into thin air leaving the once vibrant soul
dead and cold.
Copyright 2008 Belinda Diane Willis

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

Alter Ego

Nice and pristine
Prestigious and regal
you show the world that you
are worth the look.

How I hate you just to know that you
live inside me, just to know that you gains
all the attention and leave me none in return
people see me they balk at me but when they see
you they just adore you.

When you walk into the room the men just stop
in there tracks and the girls just marvel at your
grace and the way you just light up the room
your charm is fleeting and your elegance is intriguing
any man who sees you wants you at a
whim.

But then they see the real me and all eyes turn away
they stay far from me and never even speak to me.
Oh how I hate you so!!
When I see my face in the mirror all I can see
is you staring back at me?

Who I am is a person just inside of you a skeletal remain
a form that wants to be more like you. And when I go through
my days of living in your shadow how I wish
that I can get rid of you.

Copyright 2008 Belinda Diane Willis

Friday, April 11, 2008

Eyes

They say when you look into ones eyes you
see a lot about a person the realness the falseness
of there souls and the darkness that is unspoken.
The eyes tell many tales about a person
whether they love you
whether they hate you
whether they are truthful
or casting lies about you.

The eyes of a person are the windows
of the soul and to all of us not all eyes
tell the same story. When you look into my eyes
you see a great many things my loving heart of caring bliss
my warmth of my kiss my outspoken words of truth and my
laughable charming wit. When I am angry my eyes will reveal
a dark side where most really don't want to go the darkness
of my eyes sends shivers down your spine but most people say
about my eyes, no no not mine for you are too utterly kind.

The eyes may tell you something but most eyes hide eternal things
the things that are best left unsaid and left into the shadows until they
are dead. Remember my eyes and look at them closely just because you
see a smile that can be something false just leading you on!!

Copyright 2008 Belinda Diane Willis

Silent Winds

The silent winds of life blows it's breath all around me
warm and mystic caressing me with its gentle touch.
I close my eyes and listen to the sounds of the trees
moving back and forth, the leaves rustling and moving
on the ground below. And watching the clouds roll by and
I see is peace and tranquility remembering nothing of the
past days not even thinking of the future on this day all I am
searching for is quiet and peace.

The silent winds blow across the landscape
blowing away the unsettled dust that crowns
itself on everything around the dust dance to the
mystic tunes of its warm breath higher and
higher till it fades away much like the memories
of all the torrent affairs of the days before.

Now I look beyond to see nothing else only the peace
and tranquility of this day and nothing more.
The silent winds touch my face and warm my
soul making love to my senses and holding me in
its peaceful dance. My mind races and cascades itself
in a colonnade of splendor and illuminating
its light on my heart the winds tell me to be in peace and
love only for today for tomorrow is not promised not even
to you.

The silent winds are a part of me a spirit that enchants me
entwines its world in my heart I search for one thing in this
life a place where tranquility is welcomed and cherished that place
is peace a world that the winds dance in joy all the time.

Copyright 2008 Belinda Diane Willis

What am I missing?

Going over all the things in my life
that I tried to correct but I have
neglected myself and did everything for
everyone else. All the wrong reasons
made too many mistakes along the way
now paying for the ones that still breathe
and exist with my every waking moment.

What am I missing?
Looking for excitement and thrills
but all the hills have become to hard for me
to climb and the expanse of all my dreams
have faded to black and fears rear is ugly
head and knock on my door all the time.
I am always searching but never finding
what I want.

What am I missing?
Laughter to shut out the pain
to drive away the rain and clear out
the clouds so I can see the sunny day.
To pave my way to something new
trying hard to find out what it is that I want to do.
Thought I had my answer but confused
and dazed at times not really sure if this is what
I truly want.

What am I missing?
Apparently there is nothing just an woman wanting
the world and know she cannot have it.
So am I really missing anything?

Copyright 2008 Belinda Diane Willis

Tuesday, April 8, 2008

A Sexual Slave

Beautiful
Sultry
tempting that is pleasing to the eye.
She captivates the mind enslaves the soul.
They watch the way she moves like a prowling
tiger on the hunt for a meal or even two.

The lustful eyes worships her, she makes them want
to be close to her, To feel her warmth to feel her kiss
the inviting touches of her delicate hands.
Just to touch the curves of her hips and to feel her succulent body
And to touch her creamy sexy thighs which makes there nature rise.

Hunger that gratifies is there pleasure to be satisfied.
The prize of a lifetime,
a slave to her sexuality.

Copyright 2008 Belinda Diane Willis

Tired of feeling all alone

No one to talk to, It’s just too quiet. Sometimes the quietness
is good to work on my poetry but today is not what I want it to be.
I want to laugh and joke around I want to talk and get it out.
I want to feel as if I am a part of the world.

Not cast aside like I am not there, my messengers are bare
this is truly boring me to tears. I hate being alone
It is a feeling that most would relish, savor and treasure
but today it is not even my pleasure
I just want some company, I am so tired of feeling so all alone.

When I am alone the sleep fills my eyes, sometimes don't want
too but cannot help the way that it is. Looking out my window out
at the street no one is moving only the birds flying about in sheer
splendor.
And yet my tender heart is longing for some time just a while or even
an hour. Just someone come and talk with me so I can be rid of the
feelings of being all alone.

Copyright 2008 Belinda Diane Willis

Wednesday, April 2, 2008

This is not of me

Love is part of me....

Like the oceans so vast and the sky in its expanse
my heart pours out my flavor only for you to savor because
this is a part of me that I long to endure.

Peace is there too as a neighbor....

I comfort myself in the stillness of quiet
sojourn and take the journey of a everlasting bliss,
never to miss the solitude of a warm kiss.

The dark is not to far behind.....

Like the blackness of a moonless sky
no light comes in and never do it escape
my sight for my plight is to always embrace it
and let it join me as its eternal brother along with
its sister of life.

Love is me
Peace is of me
the dark for ever joined with me
but as I live along the mortals of this life
Hate has surrounded me
Suffering has drowned me
Deceit has enveloped me
Jealousy has developed in me
Anger has overwhelmed me.
This is not of me
so why should it be in me now?

Copyright 2008 Belinda Diane Willis

Tuesday, April 1, 2008

Shattered Instance

Remember me before my heart was broken

you shared a part of my world left unbroken.

We danced all night under the star lit night

only the light of the translucent moon to guide

our souls on there way.

Time stood still just for

the two of us, nothing moved everything was peaceful.

Then...

One day it was gone in a heartbeat

my heart was broken by a foul twist of fate.

It made my body ache just to think of it.

Just to remember the dayof a stolen kiss from a stranger.

Now she took your heart, you tore mine

out from under my feet.

Peace no more

Hell has come instead; Anger has reared

its ugly head and danced a victory dance

because now the dark has finally come.

You left me...

Didn't even think about me,

you smiled with such a radiance, you touched

her skin like the dew of the early morning, you kissed

her softly like you really meant it.

Forgotten about my lips, does hers feel warmer than mine?

Do her touches electrify your soul like mine?

Do her eyes sparkle and twinkle when you warm

her blood with the spark of romantic interludes?

Does she remind you of me?

And what we once had, the love

the treasured moments

and warm summer nights with the wind blowing

across our wet moist bodies aftermaking love?

You destroyed me...

In one moment a vision of hell on earth,

my fear of all nightmares. You left me

alone no longer a page in your special

book of love; you left me behind

to face the shadows alone.

Love me know more, not an inkling of a thought.

I will remember...under the tears of darkness

never will I let my heart fall to this pain again.

Copyright 2008 Belinda Diane Willis

Special Gift

Heaven sent you from above
A treasure that is all mine
A special gift to warm my heart
to let me know that you are there
just for me.

Heaven sent me a very wonderful gift
Heaven sent me a supernatural friend.
When I need you
You are right there to pick me up,
especially when I am blue and
only a true love will have a clue.
You sent me loving notes just
for me to hear, and kisses
from the heart with no room to spare.

Share your world you always open your
arms, the loving passionate embrace
I race to all the time.
Heaven truly sent me a wonderful gift
A true goddess on earth, Oh heavenly
Father thank you!

Copyright 2008 Belinda Diane Willis

Nothing More

In my dreams I see your face
dare not wake for I may lose the
sight of you forever.
Many nights I try to lead you to my
world, only to be disappointed and cry all the night long.
Hope is all that I have left realizing that my inner fears has came
and haunted me this very night.

I cannot close my eyes for I don’t want to lose your face.
In my dreams, through the darkness the light of you is leading
my way.
Take away the pain of my fears my love
come to me right now so I can savor
this dance forever, all I want is you
nothing more.

In my dreams it is where you belong
In my dreams it is only you and I
In my dreams reality ceases to exist
In my dreams on this day we are one
and nothing more.

Copyright 2008 Belinda Diane Willis